I dwell on the memories...
I miss them so much.
They start to fade.
I miss just the fact
that you were all mine.
It doesn't seem possible
that you could've moved on.
While I'm still lingering
on the possibility
of you.

I make it harder on myself,
I slow down the healing,
everytime I look at your picture,
or try to remember the taste of your kiss...
I just keep wishing...

I don't cry anymore.
I just thought you should know...
It's not like I actually need you back
I just like to reminice on the times
I had you.
I know I'll grow stronger,
one day I'll move on.
Until then...
I'll think of you every waking moment,
dream of happier times at night,
and wait by the phone
for the call I know will never come.
Even if all this only makes me
want you more.

I'll always appreciate
everything I learned from you
and all the happy months we spent
together.
Even the lessons I learned
from losing you.
I pray you do the same.

I know all you can ever be to me now
is a painfully sweet memory...
 
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