Razor blades and candy canes,
Slits that run too deep.
Lying on the bedroom floor,
Watching mother weep.
Suicidal poetry,
Songs that scream my pain.
Eternal state of unconsciousness,
Can't remember my own name.

Children scream and sirens wail,
Humanity is in pain.
Messing around with fire and ice,
Getting burned one and the same.
Coming back to consiousness,
Feels like one thousand knives.
Can't find anybody that I trust,
Though I've known them my whole life.

I used to feel that,
Twenty four seven.
I used to wallow in my own tears.
I used to want life,
To come to an end,
My own existance drove me insane.

Please help me,
Don't let me fall back too deep.
I'm screaming "save me,"
Please don't fall asleep again.

And then I wake.........
 
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