Just erase all memory from me.
Maybe that’ll get to me to be happy.
I still haven’t perceived what it is.
I’m so numb; I don’t even feel your kiss.
My heart is black and you don’t know why.
It’s because of this tell tale heart that I lie.
Within my brain I have no pulse.
What you hear in my chest, it’s false.
I cannot pretend that I’m not here.
But why stay alive when I live in fear?
I fear that one day I’ll go too far.
Cut my neck and wrist apart.
Sharper the blade gets day by day.
With blood dripping down, I have nothing to say.
My words cannot explain what is seen.
Judge for yourself, you’ll know what I mean.
And farther I’ll grow apart from the world.
Leaving behind all the bliss I twirled.
I can’t lie my way out of things now.
Because no one knows me I don’t know how.
How to relive my life with joy.
So much pain, my mind and heart are toys.
I want to escape without a trace.
Lose my identity and my face.
No one will remember me
But isn’t that what will really get to me?
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