I don't really care what people think,
But all these words, emotions and feelings of hate are just starting to
sink.
I just can't deal with all this shit,
Although that doesn't seem to matter, so just fuck it.
If I can do only one thing right,
Then please dear god, take my life tonight.
And everyone I know, please forgive me,
Was it really all that hard just to see?
Since day one I've wanted nothing more than to end my life,
And now with noone near I drag a dull knife.
Slowly I pull it across my skin,
Crimson regrets flow out from within.
Now my wish has finally come true,
This fucked up life is finally through...
Now has I lay here, drifting on the floor,
I'm forced to wonder if there is anything more.
I feel my body go completly weak,
now my faith is all I seek.
My vison goes blurry, and I just cant see,
Was my death really meant to be?
Was it so hard to spare a second of your life?
I guess you where just to caught up in all of your strife.
Now, I think I am finally dead,
So try to imagine happy thougths and fairytales dancing in your head.
Just whatever happens, don't let the nightmares of me catch up to
you...
Oh it's to late- now what do you do?
Do you feel all my pain?
Well guess what, it'll drive you insane...
It'll start to make you constantly sad,
But by the time someone decides to help, you'll have gone completly
mad.
And just like me, your crimson Faith you will test,
A shame that it's gonna lay you down for your everlasting rest.
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