billy's got a gun
billy wants to die
pulling the trigger only takes one thought a broken heart and billys will to
die.....
billy pulled the trigger
to his dismay nothing solid came his way
he exsepted defeat, bowed his head and let his own tears lead him this
way...to want so bad to just ...not be......not breathe..... nothing solid
left that gun of billys.....
in all billys pain and tears he forgot to load the gun.......forgot......
the one thing hes ever wanted so bad.....he forgot the only thing that would
settle the permanent fate......forgot......not breathe ...not be.......he
forgot.....
pump pump
billys never been so aware of his heart beat
like it was filling him up ...but he did forget ...billys relived
now hes calm and can see clear..."f*** them" billy says "im
gana show them all and fight life threw"
billys never been so glad of forgeting somthing so vital in his life.......
billys eyes are open now
he looks down
billys got a hole in his chest
with red regret ozzing out...billys screaming ..."NO! not
now!"....."i want to live, i take it back"...billy watches
the gun fall
looks like billy didnt forget the bullets afterall....
 
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