As I sit here in silence
My world comes crashing around me
The demons begin to surround me
I close my eyes
Pretending it's all lies
They keep pulling me down
To somewhere lost, where I won't be found
They all hated you
Are the words that spatter through my mind
Goodbye is the only message I can find
I hated not being good enough for you
You wanted torce me to be something untrue
I can see all your faces in the gun in my hand
I feel trapped in this mystical candyland
It was all just a game to everyone else
No one saw my self wealth
I put that gun to my head
My heart raced
As I pulled the trigger
All your eyes stare at me
As my brain splattered that wall
And my lifeless body began ot slowly fall
It was my easy cure to it all
I hope your happy now
You'll never see my face again
But your last image of me
Was the splatter on the wall
and my body fall
it was my easy cure to it all
but it was what you forced me to be

 
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