so sorry that i lied
impossible to tell you that inside it died
i wondered for a while
an endless meaningless smile
kiss my lips and touch my heart
no one knew i was lying from the start
anybody there i can love?
anybody there at all?
anyone hear my teardrops as they fall..
upon this world that is as empty as me
as hollow as me
as shallow as me
is that all i saw?
ignored all instructions and went on my way
needless to say...
you were all i ever had
the words linger on my lips
i cant pretend that i didnt care for you
i cared, i loved, i wanted you more than anything
this is the depression in my heart that sings
havent i taken the blades to my wrists?
i did it to tell myself i didnt need this
you were always there standing in front of me
and today i finally see
that i was never yours and you were never mine
i knew it in the back of my mind..but i needed some time
time to tell my heart what my mind spoke in whispers to my ears
i keep trying to tell my heart to give up already, that you arent here
anymore
but the heart never hears...
 
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