i'm sorry i did something.
i'm sorry i tried to find myself,
i'm sorry that i started something...

but did i really?
but did i really try to do that?
did i really try to ruin everyting?

you say that i did.
you say that i did try,
try to ruin everyting.

but i didn't.

i didn't try to do anything,
except be myself.

i wasen't trying to be you.
i wasen't trying to be anyone except for myself.

i hate you!
why would i want to be anyone i hated.
anyone who caused me the pain.
who caused me to do what i did.

i hate you,
but at the same time,
i want to be you.

i want to be who you are,
but then i think,
i really think,
and i just want to ask you something,

are you happy now?
are you happy that my mom has to check my wrists,
my legs,
my stomach,
for cuts,
for scars,
and i hate you for it.

>:P
 
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