I want to die. I want to get away from all of you that hate me so much.
The evilness and unloved feeling is too much. If you cared, you would see
it all, but you are too busy wrapped up in your perfect little worlds to
realize or to care about me. I am me...I was me. But you never wanted to
sit down and listen to what little knowlege that I wanted to share. Now you
will wonder what I was or what I have done now the scilence stretches on
forever. You always tried to keep me down, leave behind for the dust to
settle on. But now I will sore above all that I knew. I hope all that you
thought that you were doing was right, because I didn't agree. I wish
I was strong enough to suffer through it all. But I guess I cracked...I
warned you...I tried to give you the signals...but you stared at them not
paying attention to them...they were like so many yellow warning lights that
you ignore as you race down the speedway, knowing that the other road has
red, but you made a mistake, because this time the other road had nothing,
nothing to stop the speeding, careening, until finally it all ends in one
final crash. But it was all your choice...you sent me away down that road,
& when I tried to turn around you still changed my direction back down
the raod that I was headed. I gave up trying to turn the car around then,
and I just kept on picking up speed b/c I couldn't find, much less use,
the
brakes....ssssssssscccccccccccccccrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhh.....the
end....and it's all your fault...and it's you that I blame.
 
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