Scared
Lonely
This is how I feel with out you
I'm scared of the feeling
The feeling I can't stop
I don't know if I want to stop it
I'm lonely with out you
Please come to me
Sooth me
Make me feel special
I love you so much
Jaime
I'm a bit obsessive
But if you knew her
You'd obsess too.
She's beautiful
Caring
Loving
And I love her
I want to be saved from my confusion
I know you don't love me back
It's killing me
I'm dying slowly
Feeling every blow
Vividly
I'm grabbing my chest
To stop my heart from bursting out
Ow
Shit
It hurts so badly
Make me stop crying
Make me feel a different way
Just never leave
Please
I can't live with out you
Jaime
My love
I'm sorry for my confusion
And for confusing you
Just know
That no matter where you go
Where you are
I'm here
And I'm loving you so deeply
I can't sleep
Your face;
Burned in my mind
Close my eyes
There you are
I reach out
And I'm touching you
And youre not pushing away
But holding my hand
Stoking back my hair
But then
Damn it
I snap back to reality
Shit
It wasn't real
It never is
Jaime
Help me
You killing me
Please love me
What's this?
This wetness on my cheek?
The wetness which you provoke
Jaime
I love you
Know it forever
I'll say it for ever
Feel ing no shame
Just pain
I'll say it once more
Jaime
I love you
 
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