Time after time again
Even after all the time we spend
You rip my heart out without showing any care
Nothing to fill the hole up but your angry stares
You don't even care about our memories
With your thoughtless heart, and your mind so empty
You left me bleeding iternally
Mad at the world, you hate me especially
Even if I asked your hand in marriage to share
You would walk away, your hand naked and bare
You're the reason I smoked so much
You're the reason my life's so tough
I tried to help you as much as I could
In return I didn't get the help like I should
I want somone to hurt like you did me
I want you to feel the pain so you can see
You made our relationship erie
You mad my eyes teary
I only felt your hate
You got love, that you didn't appreciate
Your left me feeling so cold
Now my heart decays, surrounded by the mold
With all the choices I made I thought you were right
Now I see that choice wasn't so bright
I hate you so much
I can't beleive I ever had your trust
Now I feel so black inside
Because you toyed with my emotions, and played with my mind
Because of you I can't sleep at night
My minds full of dreams, my minds full of fright
I really thought about suicide
I wouldn't have to deal with you by my side
I'm always depressed, and thinking the worst
We could've made it work, but you thought of yourself first
Now I'm delt with this internal bleeding
All from your lies and misleading
Sometimes I think I'm insane
But you're the crazy one full of hate
Maybe I didn't love you enough
But you made my life hell, you made it so rough
Sometimes I want to pick up a razor
But I have enough pain, time for the pleasure
It's not that easy, but I wish it was
I'm tired of all the complaining, all of this fuss
I want to love somone, but I don't think I can
From the pain you gave me, the hate you had
Now I lay here
Why did I put up with you abuse
I ask myself, what did I do to deserve this?
Why did I love such a bitch?
Those questions haunt me forever
Somewhere in my head crawls the answer
Now I fade to sleep hoping not to awake
You already took my heart, what else could you take?
The only thing that calms is when I smoke
Puff puff here, marijuana is what I toke
But no more of that, no more of you
after I put the gun to my head my life is through
That's what I think after what you did
After you treated me like some little kid
Your hurt me, and I think you know
You just watched and laughed like it was some comedy show
Now I'm scared and don't know what to do
BANG oops, it's your life that is through!!
 
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