if i slam my head into the back of a wall
will the voices in my head go away
if i jump out the window and fall
will it finally be a sunny day

because they think i'm crazy
they dont know i'm worthy
because they think i'm lazy
they don't know i'm scary

if i slide another blade across my wrist
will your voice stop haunting me
if i give the knife in my heart a little twist
will the demons finally let me be

because they think i'm not normal
they don't know i feel pain
because they think i'm harmful
they don't know i slit my vein

locked in my own misery
failed attempts of suicide
it is no mystery
that the scars on my wrist i hide
they don't see the pain i have felt
they don't know my selfish pride
i hit the floor as i knelt
and pray to god
save me

 
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