It seems to me that no matter what I do
My heart just gets tossed aside
Yet I wish I could say I told you everything
Just so I could say at least I tried

It got oh so hard to deny feelings
That had become impossible to hide
And so whenever you looked pleadingly my way
I simply died a bit more inside

Although I always try to seem strong in your presence
It was always because of your lackadaisical ways I cried
But I’m so sorry I called you a jerk all those times
And I want you to know that I lied

So now when your interest is fading
And any and all emotions have been denied
I find myself slowly breaking
But I’ll keep my pain inside

It seems that I’ve lost myself in you
There’s now not a soul in which to confide
All our sweet memories have made me remarkably bitter
Our would be romance has now become my pesticide

You were once my knight in blood drenched armor
I was to be your straight jacket bride
But we were never meant for a fairy tale ending
So this is my infatuation suicide.
 
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