Clawing my way to the surface, I'm drowning under open skies,
Blinded by your hate, I'm forced to have closed eyes.
Left to drift out in the sea of my tears,
Now I'm all alone, it's just me and my fears.
Guided by the hope of love, I'll get back to you somehow,
But I'm scared and lost right now.
Screaming with a closed mouth, pain locked inside.
Crying without tears, never shedding the sorrow I try to hide.
Emotions behind curtains, my mind locked in behind a closed door,
I'm greedy, but I have nothing, I'm always wanting more.
I'm never really without you because you're always on my mind,
I'll get back to you somehow, but right now, that path I cannot find.
I cannot see you, but you're standing right in front of me, screaming
in my face,
It's always been this way, I've always been out of your grace.
I'm curled up in a corner, just like a little child,
For you, I have always been reviled.
I'm scared and alone,
Hidden behind storm clouds, wondering when the sun once shown.
 
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