Deep within my own darkness I hide
Lost from love and truth
And all that is precious to me
Besides them Yet still
Everything I say comes out all
Wrong I try so hard to please but
They will never
Be satisfied with me
Or who I am or
Anything about me and
Although I know this
To be true I try even
Harder and they reproach me
Again and again and once
More I run to hide and as
I cry in solitude my
Silent tears the room
Spins violently around me like
The thoughts that keep whirling
Around in my head that I
Can never seem to get straight
I can’t seem to figure out just
Who I am and all I am able to find
In this crazy cycle is who
I want to be but yet I know
That person isn’t me

 
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