You smile when you’re not happy
You cry when you’re not sad
Your fake and crazed behaviour
Makes me pitiful, makes me mad
Why do you conceal your feelings
Like you’ve got something to hide
I know all of what you’re going through
Your friends and family died
This hectic life is scary
It makes you homicidal
The pain and death you carry
Helped you become suicidal
You turn to violence for relief
You cut yourself for ease
You dare not leave this nightmare
Dare not cure your disease
You’ll never heal; you’ll never die
You’re put on earth for agony
You’re here to bleed and cry
This is your reality
This is my only dream
What causes your insanity
Is tightened at the seams
You break down with flowing tears
You collapse with loss of blood
There’s no use in fighting your fears
You’re failing like you should
You’re physically alive, but mentally, you’re not
You break out in hives; your emotions get shot
Slowly, your mind deteriorates
Your memories will deplete
Place your hand on the mouse
Move the cursor, click ‘Delete’
Drain your past of broken promises
Forget about my deceit
This is your reality— there’s nothing I can do
Just live this life, face what you must go through
I’ll be in hell waiting for you.

 
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