This train of thought is crashing
Hear the collision
The sick crunching of the bones
The screams
Echo, echo
I’ll make a note of it
So I won’t forget the way they sounded when they died

You’re making me go crazy

Go away
Ruin some other hopeless person’s life
Leave mine

I don’t want you to stroke my face anymore
Your hands are so gentle
But now I see the pain in them

I don’t want you to rub my bare back anymore
You’ve made me so tense
With your lies
I wish you were as translucent as I was
I wish you were as translucent as I am

I don’t want you to kiss my shoulder anymore
The skin is peeling because of you
Your lying lips scorched my flesh

I don’t want you to become one with me anymore
I’m so used
Your moans now echo like a ghost

I don’t want you to talk anymore
Your voice is so distracting
Your thin words mean nothing
“I love you” escaping from your mouth
Became “You love me”
Because you knew I did
And you knew that I didn’t know you didn’t

I don’t want you near me anymore
Your presence, that was one fulfilling is now emptying
Devastating
Heartbreaking
Everywhere

I don’t want you
Anymore.

 
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