laying down trying to sleep
thoughts of you so very deep
everything gets colder
its hard to breathe
its you i want its you i need..
thoughts of being able
to change the past
it'll never happen
i change thoughts fast
to how i truely wish to die
y cant i let go.. you already said goodbye
I think of nites when i cant sleep
hours and hours i silently weep
i wonder if your awake tyring to breathe
cause you want me back ..why cant you see?
do you feel this pain like i do?
can you belive this happend? do you believe its true?
do you wake up scremaing? out for me?
do you somtimes feel high like you cant see?
do you still love me? do you have any regrets?
will you remeber "us"? i know ill never forget..
do you ever miss me? and just wanna die?
i knwo i do.. .::..thats why i cry..::.
everynite comes the silent tears
thinking of memories, us , the years..
how everything changed, way to fast
and the near future turned into the past,
i try and move on, it just dont do,
yeah i love him , but i want you..
day after day, guy after guy,
i still love you... *..thast why i cry..*

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