You lit up my life
I loved you like air
And it became
An addiction
Dependence blinds
The happy and hopeful
I thought you cared
Relieved to believe
Learning is
The hardest
I said hate
When I wanted
To say love
Cursed you name
Buried
In tears and
Bloody arms
Emotions
Die hard
Easier to ignore
The pain
But I’m still living
Holding on without
Your air support
You still haunt me
Unknowing
Smiling when I want to
Kill you
Such a sweet contradiction
I need love you
Won’t give
You want friendship I
Can’t live
 
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