I can feel the pain as it enters my bloodstream, coursing through my body,
dripping into my mind and drenching my heart. It's intoxicating,
exhilarating...scary, It fills the void but only for so long. I clse my eyes
as my breath catches in my throat and my heart skips a beat and it's a
rush. I feel light-headed and happy but it soon fades away. Even now I can
feel the pain pulsing in my veins carrying me deeper into my obssession. I
feel whole, complete but soon even that slips away and Im left again with my
pain, my hurt, my disease...my escape.
 
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