Pain my only friend
Brings me to the land of the living
Deliving me from the dead
Reminding me of the cuts you left
The deep gashes in my chest
-Everytime I scream out
I scream at you
Take from me these wounds
Give to me flesh that's new
Which you can take your claws and rend
Bringing me down again
Wrenching from my place
To below your hallowed feet
Look at these cuts
The ones you left
Look at me and remeber
When the time comes I'll make you
Wish you were dead
-Because everytime i scream out
I scream at you
Take these emotions you caused
And throw them into the fire
A blaze of hate created by you
See! the wounds you placed so carelessly in my heart
Have come back to haunt you
But the hate can't satisify the pain: the death
I want to give you back every single cut
That you have carved into my heart
Give back the years I spent with you
Pour my spirit and life into your soul
Give it back
Everything I ever felt
All the memories spent
You pulled too much
Pushed too far
Now you will see
The price you'll pay for these scars
-Everytime I scream out
I scream at you
The hate's too much to hold
When all of my heart has been sold
I need a release
To my fustrations
All the fire caused by lonelyness
But your black blood will cover the hands you tied
Finally releasing them from their bond
But once the heat of hate is gone
Only the cold of pain is left
The rememberence of that last embrace
How good it felt to release my hate
As I'll finally be put in my resting place
-For everytime that I had screamed out
I screamed at you
For there was too much pain to keep
But never enough to satisfy the heat
Middle ground is my last choice
To take my heart away
So none will ever get close
I hope that one day you'll see
The anguish you caused me
But nothing matters now
For I choose to go to a place
Where none could ever hurt my heart any more
 
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