Dear Mommy,
I'm going away today
Sorry I never made you happy
Sorry I never gave you reason to brag
Or make you proud
Sorry I stress you out
And talk kinda loud

Sorry I'm not perfect
Nor pretty or smart
Sorry I ruined your life
And tore your world apart

I know you want to leave
But I am instead
I figured I'd do so
Before I turn up dead

From all the times you insulted me
For every time you reached to slap my face
Just when we'd disagree

For whenever you'd throw the knife my way
For every scar I have from you
This is why I'm leaving today
Because I'm hurt and have nothing left

Oh, Mommy, there is so much more
Remember all the times
You hit me before

I'll have revenge
For all the times you threw me around
Expecting me to be fine
And I'd fall to the ground
You'd slap my face
Scream at me
And say I'm such a disgrace

Oh, dear, Mommy
You are not worth my pain
I want to happy
For the sun to shine through my rain
For the cloud that hovers over me to leave
So my air will be clear
And I have the chance to breathe

Ciao, Good Bye, Have Fun
Because you'll regret this
When the day is over and done


AUTHOR'S NOTE: this is a letter I wrote to my mother last night and I
seriously considered giving it to her and leaving this means a lot to me and
every time i read it i cry.. It wasn't meant to be a poem at first but
when i proof read it the first time it had rhythm kinda so i'm
submitting it here, i can only hope that this poem touches you like it
touches me good bye and God Bless
 
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