My heart hurts,
My stomachs in knots,
and my face is tear-stained.
I feel like I've betrayed you
But I don't know what I've done.
I hurt you somehow
But I don't know what I did.
Everything inside me feels like its failing
And I can't breathe.
I have no more tears left
Still I continue to cry.
Suddenly I wish I wasn't here...
My head starts spinning
And I can't see anymore,
Please tell me what I've done.
Like lightning the guilt shoots through my shaking body
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry
But still don't know what for.
It nearly killed me when you shut yourself off from me.
Sitting there screaming for you
But you couldn't hear.
Pleading with God to show me what I've done,
Reveal the secrets you're holding,
How I've caused you pain.
What am I going to do?
This pain feels like it will never go away,
Knowing somehow I've done something wrong.
You are part of me
And my stomach dropped at the thought of losing you,
And I continued to cry tears that weren't there.
The air around me felt suffocating
Covering me with a thick sheet of darkness...
I'm holding on to my aching body,
And I know I can't let go
Until you show me my sedition.
I can't forget and move on,
Even if it kills me, I need to know how I've wronged you
Or my mind will continue to torture me
And my heart will still bleed.
Maybe you can forgive me,
But I can not forgive myself
Not until I know what needs to be pardoned.
The floors still spinning
And Im still crying.
Screaming for you
Knowing you can't hear my pain.
Im sorry, so sorry, sorry
So tell me what I've done...
 
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