so here we are now ,,
were nowhere thers nothign left
its like looking in a shattered mirror
where broken memories are kept
and maybe i f you knew jsut how i felt , youd understand.
why im so deep inside myself.
you must ahve held yourself responsible for how i dealt wiht pain.
you must ahave thought that when you came
it would be all gone
but it isnt its still her unlike you
or maybe you ddint think at all.
you didint change a thing
othe than where i keep my trust
and where my hope will bring me
you said you coudlnt ahdnl me breakding down
please anyone break teh silence
that i hear surrounds
but you wouldnt say it to my face
do you think im that weak?
some thigns jsut wont erase
some things are said wihtout the words to speak.

but some words could have stopped the pain.
somehow you nevre manged to say them to me.
i could talk to you or so i thought
i could turn to you wihtout feeling lsot
but somehow i always knew i would be the one getting screwed up by you in
the end.
yuu were supposed to be there for me not wlak out on me you we supposed to
be the one to tell me it would be ok
so muuch comfot you were you were jsut a slap in the face,
maybe you held ourself esponsible
for all the cuts and slits
but you were nevr there to see half of it.
you were never there for me
you nevr felt the pain
you never heard the screams
you even saiud to me
i was jsut a cry for help.
well that made me cry
do you know how that felt?
you told me you wanted out
and i cant blame you one bit.
but you could have said it to me
instead of asying it to him
or said anyhitng at all,
i wish you would have stopped
saying ok
its not ok it wasnt ok what you did to me.
i was jsut loking up.
but then you walked out on me
and here it starts all over again
you were supposed to be there for me
not walk out on me
you were supposed to be theone to say
evyrhting wil be ok
big comfort you were
you were jsut a slap in the face
and you finally found teh courage to hit me
well guess what youll never have me back
and ill never miss you ever again
or maybe thats what you wanted
but i dont care anymore
becouse you not here anymore

 
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