I’m sick of every thing
finally said
what I held inside
every one can express
but when I do I'm ridiculed
I start things I never have
stuff made up about me
brain washed and put on a shelf
they don’t even know
how to think for them self’s
you think me bad for leaving friends
to talk behind my back
some friends you are
I knew it would happen
and knew it would be me
I keep so much in
it had to be
funny part is
none of you ever knew
thought it was one thing
and it was another
you think you know me
you have no idea
so much more to me
you cant imagine
you know as much as any other
haven’t done this in long time
sanity I tried to find
but I was pushed over the edge
and you showed no regret
its ok for me to be upset
you diss my ex
to my face
I did all I could for her
but I'm a disgrace
what does it matter to you
you don’t need me
forget the fun we had
forget it was me
for to you I’m dead
and gone away
I may have created but you over took
it was mine but no more
I'm out the door
some of you need to grow up
and get over yourselves
learn how to act
learn how to live
your fucking kids
in a year we are all leaving
you think you’ll be fine by that time
I'm thinking about my life for once
I didn’t force me away
your childish ways
made it this way
until you grow up
nothing can get better
this may seem like bitching
but its far less than you
I'm finally expressing my self
so get use to it
I'm not keeping this to myself
finally I will be heard
its absurd to think I didn’t say anything
and keep this in
I didn’t want to offend you
I didn’t want to hurt you
well I don’t care any more
what did you do for me
I tried to help you and you say I don’t care
its nothing to me any more
like I said before
I'm getting this off my chest
I don’t need rest
much more to speak on
but my strength is gone
I'm so week from stress
I'm put to the test to live
but I'm going to give
just wanted to get this out of the way
before that day
so I don’t regret not saying this
and then wish
that I said my feelings
and when I die may I have a clear mind
and pure soul
I'm starting to be whole
my death may be near
but I have no fear
for I have spoke my mind
if you listened good for you
change your self for the better
and this is the end
of my death letter

 
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