Why the hell did I do that?
What was I thinking?
I’m not right in the mind
I think I’m sinking
How did I go through, with this stupid thing?
I gave him a note
And a drawing of his ring
How do I write
For hours on end?
How do they like me
I’m not a good friend
I’m always depressed
And in a bad mood
At lunch I am mean
And don’t eat my food
I’m loud when I’m happy
And quiet when I’m not
I’m sorry if I scare you
This is how I was taught
I can’t stop acting
The was that I do
It’s like me asking
You not to be you
You can’t change me
So don’t even try
If you keep pushing
I’m going to cry
I think that it rains
When I am sad
Or angry or confused
Or probably mad
But it doesn’t matter
‘Cuz no one cares a bit
I already gave up
I guess this is it

 
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