Cant stop what I feel,
this anger inside me is about to be revealed.

I cant keep livin this lie,
only I know what I feel like inside.

I need to find a place,
a place where I feel safe,

from everyone so I can be alone,
and these tears I cannot condone.

I sit in my place and I cry,
and I cant figure out why.

So I pull out my relief, my escape
I feel the temptation, I just cant wait.

Slice goes the blade, drip goes the blood.
now my tears turn into a flood.

I look at my wrists and see the scars,
and all my pain is now afar.

I sit and think about all my pain,
and all my hurt I cannot contain.

I hear a noise, someone's coming!
no they cant! they cant see me cutting.

A knock on the door to see if I'm ok.
I'm fine, I'll be out soon I say.

I put it away and open the door, but not before they notice the blood on the
floor.

I try to clean it, but its too late,
they already saw, and I know my fate.

They'll send me away to an unknown place,
and there I am given a taste,

of what its like to live a normal life, where pain is not relieved with the
blade of a knife.

They think I've learned, they think its over and done.
but its nowhere near over,
this game has just begun.
 
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