Look past my eyes,
through the crystal blue windows,
and dont admire their color.
Ignor all that.
Too many have failed,
to get past that wall,
which i cannot break.
The only way into my soul,
blocked by beutiful blue walls,
that no one can break.
So i look up to find you,
dazed by their color,
looking so pleased,
just by gazeing absently into my eyes.
I turn away,
you just stand there,
then you shake you head,
getting it out of your system.
Im walking away,
but then you change,
you put your hand on my shoulder,
i turn around,
you try again.
and i feel you breaking,
bursting through the wall,
gazeing deep into my soul,
reading my thoughts,
reading my feelings.
I suddently pull back,
closeing my eyes,
you had gone to far,
so i blocked you out,
renforced the wall.
So i turn away,
and walk into the shadow,
you stare after me,
with your arm outstretched,
hopeing i would come back.
But i dont.
As im walking away,
i silently congradylate you,
you've givin me hope,
and earned my trust.
You turn to leave,
but look over your shoulder,
to where i went,
thinking about what you saw,
all of the anger and hate,
and just a kid,
looking for his place in the world,
and it changed you forever,
giveing a reason,
to seek me out,
still staring at the darkness,
i disappeared into,
and silently walking tword it,
creating your wall,
and not looking back...
 
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