I feel so alone
I feel so cold
I feel so hated
I feel so angry
But what is it all worth?

As I look at the dead that call me to be in pain,
All I see is my reflection
As I look into the light, I cry, knowing it’s so far away
As I walk my dark paths alone,
I feel the frozen winds at my back, freezing my soul and hardening my hate

The coldness in me hardens my pain,
It makes it more vibrant and intense
The fear in my eyes shows through like black on white
The sorrow I know is my one and only friend

I feel as though the pain in me is my core
I feel as though all the tears I’ve cried were meant to be seen
I feel as though all the times I didn’t say I love you, were the times I
felt most alone
I feel as though living one more day without you at my side,
Is just too much for me

I feel the hate coming to me
I feel the anger down on me
I feel the darkness growing in me
I feel the sorrow take me away

As I slowly walk away, I bleed knowing its all for you
As I look back at my life, I cry knowing all of it could’ve been better
As I lie down dieing, I hope that you will not cry for me…

 
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