dear my darling
i'm not sleeping tonight
im dead
how can i be dreaming
2:05 am do you know where your heart is
are you asleep
away from me
so far away

did you know im crying
did you know that most days i dont feel alive
she crawls away
shes lifeless
or in other words
the perfect goodbye

i don't want our favorite song
all i want is a good sad song
a good over sensitive song
to make me feel more lost and more alone

when are we going to escape
ill pack everything i've ever owned
into the palms of my hands
and throw every memory thats ever kept me alive all these years over my
shoulder
im kicking
im too depressed im gone

you failed at keeping me alive
the perfect goodbye
they'd never expect this of me
i dont want our favorite memory
i dont want your hand
not even your hair
i've already made nothing of myself
im 16
nothing i know nothing i believe
is perfect enough
this is a perfect goodbye
wanting you

excuse me
you come home tommorow
its beautiful
when you come home
im gone
the perfect welcome back
 
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