my chin quivers with the thought of misery,
my heart races with thoughts of leaving this world,
my eays tear with thoughts of dying,
its all i want,
give it to me,
i will stop at nothing to get it,
it's mine,
not yours,
i earned it,
living this life,
i spent my time,
so give it to me,
i want it so bad,
its all for me,
so at night i pray for it,
i cry for it everyday,
yet it never happens,
maybe theres something more,
maybe not,
only time will tell i suppose,
so yet i still cry and pray,
for me to not survive another day.
 
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