sometimes i feel like my heart may cave in. im sorry, im sorry im not good
enough for you. its all me, im the one to blame for eveything. sometimes i
feel like im the only one that feels the way i do, i came home, i shoulda
stayed out. they wanted me to go, but i dont know im just feeling weird. im
thinking of how much things have changed. my minds not clear, i feel like
im a failure to you, and everyone. lips are chapped my mouth is dry, saliva
is wasted. and it seems like..

im always a second off, from everyone and everything. things just arent like
they used to be, but im still struggling for you and everyone.

this silence, this wait. this feeling inside is a feeling of like im not
good enough for you. i know im not, everytime i breathe my chest hurts, it
feels like this knife is in my heart. i need someone to please please show
me where to turn. i get ready, i hate this reflection that stares back, why
cant it be someone elses face. and this seems like.....

im always a second off, from everyone and everything. things just arent like
they used to be, but im still struggling for you and everyone
 
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