“The Best Decision I Ever Made”
The stonewalls of this cell begin to close in
closer and closer choking the last of my oxygen
the steel bars crack and their pieces pierce my hands
and pin me to the shrinking walls of my chamber
the blood trickles out from these wounds slow but steady
I think leaving you was the best decision I ever made
I think leaving you was the worst decision I ever made
I think I’ve just been born once again
I think I’ve just committed suicide
I sift through the photographs and the memories in my head
tracing your shining smile with my fingertips
your big brown eyes still warm and loving
but staring into them now makes my soul feel cold
I want to call to apologize but I’m too sick to be so bold
I think leaving you was the best decision I ever made
I think leaving you was the worst decision I ever made
I think I’ve just been born once again
I think I’ve just committed suicide
Yeah I just couldn’t keep up this big lie
It killed me so much for it to be bottled inside
had to bring myself to tell you that I haven’t loved you
and you are not the one who I am ever searching for
now in this night wallowing in the aftermath
of the genocide directed towards the only one who loved me
I pen out my revelries on this once black page
now filling with the pain and the happiness that I possess
I think leaving you was the best decision I ever made
I think leaving you was the worst decision I ever made
I think I’ve just been born once again
I think I’ve just committed suicide
I think leaving you was the best decision I ever made
I think leaving you was the worst decision I ever made
I think I’ve just been born once again
I think I’ve just committed suicide
The stonewalls of my cell now begin to recede
and the steel eases out of my hands releasing me from the wall
the wounds now receive their chance to close and heal
the blood I now cleanse from my drenched skin
and this stone dungeon retakes the form of my room
you say I’m shitty like that
yeah well I say your naive like that
I never went behind your back to slice your throat
I told you myself that I do not love you
I think leaving you was the best decision I ever made
I think leaving you was the worst decision I ever made
I think I’ve just been born once again
I think I’ve just committed suicide
Yes indeed my ex-baby
This one was the best decision I ever have made…….
 
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