I’m tired of cradling my own head
I’m tired of tending my own cuts
I’m tired of tucking myself in
Oh God, I’m just so fucking tired

And where are you when I need you?
When I’ve fallen
And I’m carved into the ground
As the sky rains on my shivering figure?

And as my heart beats into my rib cage
Bruises on the inside
And the darkness over powers me
My knees buckle
And I collapse
Again
Where are you?

STONER
COME SAVE ME NOW
STONER
BE MY SUPER HERO

STONER
LET GO OF HER HAND
SHE’S GOT OTHERS WHO WILL PLEASE HER
STONER
COME SAVE ME NOW

And this path is becoming so blurry
And I can’t see
The more I try to open my eyes
The more the boiling winds force them shut again
I want to be safe again
I’m scared.

And my tears are becoming so cold
Like my own personal icicles
Frozen delights
Of my depression

Back hole
Didn’t see it coming
Falling headfirst into what the movies told me could happen
But flat screens can’t reach out hands to help me
Because they don’t have any.

STONER
COME SAVE ME NOW
STONER
BE MY SUPER HERO

STONER
LET GO OF HER HAND
SHE’S GOT OTHERS WHO WILL PLEASE HER
STONER
COME SAVE ME NOW

 
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