The silence that stretches between you and I,
Has left me awry.
I cried myself to sleep so many nights,
Because I'm left with the pain from our latest fight.
I've contemplated suicide throughout this ordeal,
Thinking that an escape would be so ideal.
I don't want to feel this way anymore!
I can't help but wonder what it was all for.
The sleepless nights wondering if you will forgive me for something I
didn't do.
The name calling and the abuse, wondering if what you say to me is true.
I just dry my eyes and force a smile whenever you're around,
Not wanting to be struck to the ground.
This time my smile will be real,
I'm getting out of here so I can finally heal.
I'll walk out the door,
And you'll find the note I left you, saying that I am yours no more.
 
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