Why do I feel like the only way, I can be loved and not completely alone?
Is to be with a guy, why don’t my friends do it for me? I have the best of
friends
And I know they love me, and my parents love me. So why do I feel like,
To be loved and not alone, it has to be a guy. And when it’s all over, I
know I will feel
Alone, once again, worst and more desperate, and alone, then before.
I don’t want them to hurt me, I don’t mean to be easy, I just want to feel
love,
And that’s the only way I know how. Although I really cannot keep going on
this way…..
The emptiness is consuming me, and I don’t want to lose myself, but I am
afraid,
Going in this ever-raging cycle……I will become lost!

 
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