Don’t touch me
It hurts too much
You don’t know me
Stop using love as your crutch
If you knew me
You might not even like me
Open your eyes just once
And you might see
I’ve spent more time waiting on you
Than actually seeing you
There’s more to me than you’ll ever know
Lost time cannot be made up, no matter what you do
It hurts too much
When you touch me
There’s too much pain
Therefore hugs are never free
I can’t look you in the face
The color of your eyes remain a mystery
If I did I may cry
And that’s not something I want you to see
I’ve spent more tears on you
Than minutes with you
There’s nothing you can say
To make up for what you can’t do
You can’t hide the hurt
I can’t watch you kill yourself with a drink
We’re the ones getting hurt now
Didn’t you ever think?
I love you
But I don’t know you
I wish I did
And that much of it is true
This is the price you pay
When parents don’t get along
Just when you think you’re doing something right
It all goes back to wrong
If I had to talk to you
I wouldn’t know what to say
Or where to begin
Or complain about which missed day
These haunting thoughts
Are driving me insane
I know I’ll never give up
But I know you’ll never change
 
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