My cursed fate,
Is to live with my hate.
All this time that I loved you, your heart belonged to her.
I'm lost in the tangle of my emotions and I'm seeing things as a blur.
I don't want to live without you, but I know I'll never have a place in your
heart.
I'll never be yours, because you are always thinking of your little tart.
You lied to me, telling me that you loved me,
But I knew that we were never meant to be.
I choke back tears, remembering your face,
But anger quickly consumes me and you become something that I want to
erase.
You were once the figure that filled my dreams,
Now you are the fuel for my screams.
I wanted so much for you to be a part of me,
But every time we were together, something seemed to disgaree.
I'm crying now tears of regret,
Wishing that I could just forget.

~ For the person that I first fell inlove with...he held my heart for a
brief moment, then snuffed out the flame that had been so ready to consume
me...I can't let go of the pain that I felt when he told me that I could
never be his.... he lied to me and told me that he loved me, but he loved
another girl, so I could never have a place in his heart, because all he
ever thought about was her. I thought that maybe I could change that...but I
was wrong.
 
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