I shouldn’t feel this way
I can’t get him outta my mind
When I look around me
It’s only him I find
I need to get away from him
But he keeps me here
I don’t quite know why
Maybe it’s outta fear
Maybe he needs someone
To make jokes about
Maybe he still likes me
But that I highly doubt
He left me for my friend
And my best friend at that
But she wasn’t really a friend
If she acts just like a rat
They have both changed a lot
For the good and the bad
But pushing me away from them
Just makes me mad
They don’t want me around
And they won’t talk to me
They make me feel like shit
I have nothing left to be
They’ve brought me to the end
Of my horrible social hour
They showed me how to take
Sweet and make it sour
They we nice to me at first
Things went downhill from there
It’s like they didn’t know
Or they just didn’t care
They kept it all a secret
But only kept from me
I don’t know what they did
I can’t see what they see
But whatever they are doing
I sure wish they’d stop
Because it’s building up inside of me
And soon I will pop

 
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