I hate this place so much sometimes,
I feel like I can't get out of this bind.
Sometimes I want to kill myself, it gets that bad,
Sometimes you make me WANT to go live with my dad.
But I look on the friendships & relationships I've had,
And I realize I'm just living to die.
Some of my friends don't even know the real me,
They're just gonna have to wait to find out, thats how it has to be.
I can't just put on a smile everytime I get sad,
Most of the time, living at home makes me so damn mad.
And I realize, I'm just living to die.
Sometimes late at night, I lay and bed and cry,
WISHING I'd just die.
I don't even know why I try
Everything just gets crappier as the days pass by.
And I realize I'm just living to die.
I can't always handle the responsibility rested on my shoulders,
Its like a giant boulder, and it's constantly getting harder to hold it,
it's explosive.
It makes me wanna sit down and cry...
Until I realize, I'm just living to die.
 
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