Life was good, it was worth living,
But ever since I lost you it seems like im riding a roller coaster without a
seatbelt. And I get thrown everytime we rear a corner, but why can't I
be like everyone else and laugh and scream off the top of the lungs and just
be happy... for once, but no I spend my days trying to find ways to hold on
so I will live another day, but it feels like im dieing. I cant seem to get
through the day without having a tear roll down the side of my cheek that
you once kissed good bye. Never knowing it really was goodbye forever.
Seeing your face shattered like the glass that your mangled body lies on, or
the car that sits arrest on your boney leg or the pieces of my heart
scattered along the side of your grave. I made you one with the ground, I
made you cry, I made you drink and drive and now die. I couldn’t even stop
you, I couldn’t even say i'm sorry or what I did was wrong, because I
just may have made the biggest mistake of my life. I lost the person
i'm most familiar with, I lost my friend, my foe, my sister, my blood,
I lost the only thing I was to live for, I lost my soul and I don’t think
I’ll ever get any of those things back.
 
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