I'm surrounded by those I love
Yet there is nothing I can think of
To bring a smile to my face
Life is moving at its awful pace

Heart and soul confined
By insecurities of my mind
I hate me! Look at me!
I'm stupid, fat, and ugly!

What the hell is wrong?!?
Why is sorrow lasting so long?
Why must my family effect me so?
Why won't my nightmares and flashbacks just go?

I'm so sick of life
All the anger and strife
Why can I not be happy?
Why won't anyone simply love me?!?

I'm sick and cold
This lifestyle is so old
It's not worth it anymore
There is nothing worth living for
I know, people care
And they will always be there
But I can't feel anything!
I'm not worth a thing....
I am alone
Cold hearted to the bone..


author's note: im going through a really hard time right now but anyway
i agree with u, it sucks
 
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