I can't describe how it feels to cry inside,
this grieving has taken me on a disturbing, endless ride.

I'm so sad, the pain is killing all my joy,
it hurts me more when I keep my emotions inside, my mind is like a toy.

It feels better to cry and let it all out,
but then when I cry I question life and what it's about.

I can't believe what happened it seems so unreal.
I am suddenly missing so much in life, I need to refill.

My hopes and my wishes shall not come true,
Of reliving my past and my life not feeling so new.

They were the 3 weirdest words I have ever heard said,
They repeat over and over again through my empty head.

Words can't desribe how I feel,
I feel like I am always dreaming, this all feels so unreal.
 
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