I thought Mary was my true friend,
I never thought for her this would be the end.
Why did this happen? I never felt that way before,
my mind was gone, I was too far from the floor.

It was no longer fun, no longer a joke,
I felt like I was losing my brain but mostly my hope.
Was this supposed to be my destiny?
Words can't describe what she did to me.

I thought I was dying,
all night I was sick and felt like crying.
It was the most confusing moment of my life,
I was destroying my dreams - successful teacher, best mother, the perfect
wife.

I never thought she could be so strong,
I felt so helpless she did me way too wrong.
Please forgive me God for what I did,
I'll do anything to go back to being a normal kid.

My vision is no where near normal, yet, I AM recovering,
please let this go away and no more suffering.
It was the worst feeling, how she made me feel,
my brain was gone, I wasn't real.

I never thought I would have to go through something that crazed,
It was beyond funny, I was more than dazed.
I betrayed myself but mostly God,
She made me miss opportunities - to go to school and learn, to get a good
job.

Mary was the biggest mistake I ever made,
I love myself way too much to let my brain continue to fade.
If I could go back in time, I would,
I don't know who I am anymore, now I am saying "NO MARY" like
I should.

It's unbearable to even imagine how she made me feel,
no one can possibly understand her deal.
I never thought I would feel that way,
it's scary, unnecessary, and I better go back to being at least 70%
normal within the next day.

No one will ever see me with Mary again,
I am so glad I lost her for a friend.
I never thought it would ruin me like this,
I regret doing it, the old me I miss.

I want the old me back right away,
I pray I'll get better day after day.
I'm warning all young people who will one day feel daring,
no matter what anyone says, the last thing you wanna do is meet Mary.
 
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