It happens to me about once a week,
its something I don't try to seek.
I have this terrible feeling inside,
something I always try to hide.
I don't know how this came to be,
how this could be the "real" me!

Can't breathe, can't move, can't speak,
I feel so sick...so weak.
I can't handle the pressure, Im going to explode,
All I need is you to hold!
To calm me down from these events that are so long.
To talk about this feels so wrong!!

Happy, sad, happy, sad, angry, mad,
where is the real me I once had?
It drives me insane I have to lie down.
I curl up inside, I feel like I'm going to drown.
I need to talk but I cry,
I have this horrible feeling that I just want to die!

I can't control it, it's always there,
I feel that all people do is stare!
Im scared of the world people too,
I cant stop it neither can you!

The future scares me, I close my eyes,
I wish that just once I could answer the question "why".
I scream, I panic, worry and, cry!
I try to forget everything but can I?
It settles down my level no longer over 10.
And soon this will start all over again!
 
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