The wires connecting our voices is as close as I can get
The phone never really rings
But I can't get upset
I feel his breath on your lips
And my movements slow
I remember when that was me there in front of you
Oh, so long ago
Now my head's a carousel of pictures dating back to my birth
They fall into the future
And when I'll return into the earth
It makes me stare down at my wrists
I wonder if this is it
I am free.
Or am I free..zing?
You weren't far from my mind in the prison I was in
When I drowned in the bathtub all those people I had been
I woke up the next morning
My eyes opened to you
It was a big suprise
I couldn't believe my eyes
You said, "It was a loss for words, just a big mistake."
...But sometimes that's all it takes
It's just a neverending cycle of deciet and loss
And our love and sanity is what it's gonna cost
But before you close your eyes
Know that the time is right
To fall asleep
To never dream
To rip open the seams
Now I'm staring down at my wrists
I wonder if this is it.
I am free.
Or am I free..zing?
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