I've given into my fear
I've given into my hate
I've given into my anger
I've given into my sorrow
It was just too much for me
I've broken, but not fully

My fear runs through my veins
It sends me pain
It feeds off my sorrow
It keeps me in darkness

My hate brings me anger
It brings me down
It makes me fight even when I want to run
It keeps me from doing things I really want to

My anger feeds my hate
It feeds my fear
It wants me to stand tall and fight
It wants me to be hurt

My sorrow feeds off my fear
It feeds off what I hate
It stays because I don't belong
It stays because it wants me to cry

I feel lost
I feel as though I shall be forever in fear
Fear of my past, of my hate, of what I might become
I feel as though I’ll always cry,
Cry over things no one will understand, over things that I can change, over
my past

It seems as though only one will fully understand me,
Fully understand my pain, my hate, my anger, my sorrow, and my fear
Only one understands how to heal me, how to comfort me, how to keep me from
breaking more
All I’ve ever wanted was to be with the ones I loved, to be loved, and to be
liked

Why do people hate me?
Why do so many want me to stay the way I am?
The way of hate, the way of pain, the way of death
Its because of these people I hate, I want them to leave me and everyone
else alone
It’s because of these people I must take my beatings, I must bleed, I must
protect
It’s my life, and I will use it for good, I will use it to protect, I will
use it so others don't become me

For the fear flows through me,
But with time it will stop,
And I will turn out ok...

 
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