I see you watching me
Dying from the inside out
Vanishing before your very eyes
As I finally live a life
I never knew.

I wasted 6 years loving
And giving in to you
Those years will always be lost
Never to be found
As I lay in bed confused.

The stars seem brighter
Heavier in mind
I see your shadow
Below my window
As I fall into a peaceful sleep.

Why can't you see
That I cannot love you
And you cannot love me
Looks and touching was the cliche
And I've had enough.

So I remain in my bed
Lost in my own emotions
Wondering why you still wander
And if you will continue
To follow me.

I may disappear
Return to a state of death
In which you never knew.
Yes darling, my starving heart
Died because of you.
 
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