i am drowning in a pool of blood
as i sit here and close my eyes
wishing you still loved me
like i love you
like i tried to be there for you

i don't understand
why i cry when i think of you
i don't understand
why i see your face when i close my eyes

you hurt me
i hope you know

i hate myself when i think
that you used me

i hope you know
that time cannot erase the pain
that you inflicted upon me

you haunt my thoughts like a ghost
a ghost who won't go
when i need my time
away from you

my heart is broken now...
are you happy?
you killed me
forced me to die

my suicide will be your fault
i hope it haunts you
i hope it makes you shiver when your alone
knowing i am there
watching you.

here. i will make it your decision
which one
the knife in my left hand
or the pistol in my right?



 
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