this feels like im stuck in the ashes of myself. i want to be like them, so
happy and so proud and so popular. burning the embers of my insides choking
on this bullshit my mind puts me through, its not even fucking true. my mind
tends to mess with me, and torment myself. shit, these tears are for what?,
its just what im feeling inside, no explantion for the way i feel. i just
dont give a shit anymore, about anything. when my thoughts consume me im so
small, i wanna leave go hide never return, move to a place where im a new
face and no one even knows my name.

we are wrong, we dont even know who we are. we dont know ourselves. all we
know is other peoples thoughts of us. just reach deep and put all the
bullshit aside and find out what really matters.

and i know that this much is true, through the trials of my life. im tired,
i cant control my life i cant choose whats mine, i have mis-placed my name.
fire in this battle i fight with my thoughts. i wont break, i wont fall, i
wont fucking give up on you no matter how bad this gets. i hate to see you
so sappy, all i want to is to see you happy. this is much i know is true.
 
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